Midnight Rants!
Some nights are harder to sleep than others. I don't even know why I am worrying over something so insignificant. These unwanted thoughts plunge into my brain and make me feel sorry about myself and there is no need for that. I am starting to hate quite places. Because calmer the place is, harsher my thoughts will be. Do I want to victimise myself? No Do I want or crave to feel something? Yes But then again, most of the nights end up in a good note where I get to escape from reality and see my favourite characters getting a happy ending. Of course, only if the author feels like it. I would really like to know, why nothing ever seems to please me. The way I treat myself is neutral. Sometimes I feel over the moon, compliment myself and my self love would be on the peak. Then, at times I inflict so much pain to myself than anybody ever could. I feel like that I delude myself t...